Great! Many posts!
I would ask some of you guys to chill a bit. Yes I did realize a bit late that I probably do need feedback and that's partly why I'm here.
But at the moment I just wanted to know how many of you there are so I can ask questions like:
"What is the area you're having the most horrible time with?"
Because music is killing me right now. Mixing takes aeons partly because my computer lacks ram. I had half-way given up when I first made that post.
Animating is fun but painting is really hard to get in the zone. This is probably the only area that truly brings me down.
Another good question is:
"Do you write every game ideas down into a document as you would show it to other people?
Or do you just skip the process entirely and go directly into programming because you're going to change everything anyway?"
I'm an aspiring programmer and this is a side job at best but that doesn't mean I'm not serious about it.
To be honest it's more freedom for me than glory. Just the sheer fact that I have total control over most aspects gives me pleasure.
I've belonged to a team before and released a portfolio-game and let me just say that more of us didn't always get us anywhere.
Besides, we know we can't do everything. I do need a lot of external libraries and decent engine.
And I'd probably use sound effects that someone else had already made. Sometimes I even borrow beats and forms.
I aspire to make games because I want to and I'm happy when I work towards it. For now that's good enough for me.