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You call yourself agnostic because you misunderstand the meaning of the word "atheist."
I think you might be misunderstanding the term or maybe interpreting it in a different cultural context.
Theism implies belief in a god, atheism implies disbelief in a god. Most non-religious people here in North-Western Europe (Aardvajk is from the UK) are neither. We're just simply agnostics. We don't know if there is a god or not. Both possibilities are equally probable or improbable. The theism vs atheism axis is not really relevant. The relevant axis is the gnostic vs agnostic, and we are on the latter side - there is no possible way of knowing.
Personally I'm a pragmatic agnostic (or apathetic agnostic as Wikipedia calls it). I'm not an atheist. I don't know if there is a god or not. I don't have enough information to either believe or disbelieve in a god. I will never know (at least not during my lifetime) and as such I
really don't care either way.
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I disagree with your definition of atheism. Theism is a claim in a divine being of supernatural power/origin. Atheism simply means "not theism", or a rejection of the claim(s) of theism. It
does not mean you know there is no god or gods, or reject the possibility that there may exist a god or gods. Others have (often mistakenly) given the word atheist to mean things that is done not, such as one who worships Satan, or one who denies the existence of a god. Theism and gnosticism are mutually exclusive, as one deals with belief and the other deals with knowledge. So you can be an "agnostic atheist", which is what I consider myself. You could also have an "agnostic theist" which is one who believes in a god, but doesn't claim to know that there is one. And likewise you could have a "gnostic atheist" and a "gnostic theist".
So when you say "I'm not an atheist", I honestly think you're wrong considering everything else you describe about your lack of belief. I'd classify you as an agnostic atheist, the same as myself. Whether you choose to use the word "atheist" or "agnostic" to describe yourself is entirely up to you though. I used to call myself agnostic because I mistakenly thought that an atheist was one who asserted that there was no god, but once I learned what the term actually meant (a rejection of the claim of theism) I found that label to be acceptable and better described my views, so I began using it.
Personally I'm a pragmatic agnostic (or apathetic agnostic as Wikipedia calls it). I'm not an atheist. I don't know if there is a god or not. I don't have enough information to either believe or disbelieve in a god. I will never know (at least not during my lifetime) and as such I really don't care either way.
You don't have to "have enough information" to reject a claim. The default position in this argument is the atheist position. The theist is trying to assert the claim "there is a god". The atheist is not asserting any claim. The burden of proof lies entirely on the person making the claim, not the person rejecting it (apologists often try to place the burden of proof on the unbeliever). However if you begin going around asserting "I know there is no god", then now the burden of proof rightly falls upon you, as you are now making a claim which needs to be backed by evidence and reasoned logic.
As a quick example to illustrate what I said above, lets say I make the following claim: "A city of mermaids called Miir exists deep within the ocean, beyond the depth that humans are able to explore". We'll call people who believe this claim to be "Miirs" and everyone else to be "Amiirs". By default, your position is that of an Amiir, because you can't believe in something that you've never heard about before. After hearing my claim I ask you "Do you believe this to be true?". If you find the claim credible and believe it, you become a Miir. If, however, your answer is anything but yes, then you remain Amiir. It doesn't matter if your answer is "maybe" or "I need evidence to confirm" or "you're spouting some serious BS". All of the people giving those types of responses are Amiir.
Does that make sense? So saying "I don't have enough evidence to believe that there is no god" does not make sense, because no one is (or at least, should be) asking you to prove that something does not exist. How could you even prove that something does not exist (especially something as nebulous as a supernatural deity)?
Okay I probably rambled on about that longer than I should, but I hope that clears up any misconceptions about labeling yourself an atheist, agnostic, theist, or whatever. Finally, this video is one of the best explanations I've ever come across that explains the use of logic, reasoning, and faith when it comes to evaluating claims. I highly recommend that everyone check it out, regardless of your position.
http://www.youtube.c...h?v=5wV_REEdvxo