Hi there!
My big dream is designing games professionally. For a while now I have been coming up with ideas and concepts for games and I've been building my own universum around this.
The problem however is that I have no idea what to do with all this. How to do something myself? Or how to get into the industry? How do I approach this?
I found this passion within myself very late in my life, although I've been plotting my universe since high school (I'm 25 now).
I tried various approaches: programming, visual scripting, unable to settle on a game engine, digital painting, even some music composing. I now have some rudimentary skills in all those different fields - game dev seems so vast to me that I don't know where to go anymore. Whenever something seems like a better idea I just do that.
Everyone gives me conflicting advice - some tell me to try and take a part in a game jam, others say that I should that force myself to master some coding language, others tell me to try to apply for an entry-level testing position in a gamedev/software company.
I've explored a lot of those ideas, and here's some results I've got:
- no chance to get a job in the field where I live and I won't be able to move for quite a while
- I can learn extremely fast if I'm not distracted by another goal, traditional coding is too boring for me tho - I like visual scripting, for example in Bolt
- my ideas for games never stop expanding, but most of those are completely outside of my reach for now. Those I could theoretically make by myself however are each entirely different in nature - one is a platformer and the other is closer to a non-linear visual novel, yet another one is a non-character point'n'click adventure. Each of those requires me to hone a different set of skills and I have no idea how to make the right choice.
- I am good enough at storytelling to present a decent plot, but not good enough at writing to write a book
I am very frustrated with myself. I really want to engage everyone in those cool stories I came up with in the form of video games, but it feels as if I am walking in circles.
So I am asking you once again, people with experience: how do I approach all this? Is there some roadmap to all of this?