Listen kids this one is for you.

I forgot my fucking password because of the alcohol. Do you think I care.

I do. But not that much. Drugs are fine as long as you can choose. The very same moment you're unable to choose how to drive your life you're screwed.

What's my drug you might ask: Alcohol.

Can I handle it? Not always. Do I care?: NO.*

Does anyone *REALLY* care: NO.

*: Why should I? I do not hurt anyone while doing it. I can function perfectly while not doing so. I can make people ask where I am when I'm not doing it.

So. If you do. Why you do drugs? Because you feel ok with them or because you think you must?

EDIT: Alcohol *is* a drug.

That's funny because when I saw you topic it made me think about how I locked myself out of my house today on account of I had been drinking and decided to go meet up with a buddy and just as the door latched it occurred to me that I didn't have my keys in my pocket. AWESOME.

alcohol gives a good release at the end of a hardcore week of programming. Its an emotional / physical release, i'm like a caged animal and alcohol is the key. The cycle gets longer as I get older so i drink less often but enough when i do.

Maybe it is ********.